augh. do not waaaant. it's almost 3 in the morning, i'm up... gotta pee and i'm bored. at sam's house on her laptop...later today i gotta go to her wedding shower, but i really REALLY don't want to. but fuck i'm the maid of honor. i don't even know how to get to her aunts house and i have no bus money. wth is this shiiit.

it's hot out. nngh.

gonna probably drop 90% if the rp's i'm in because i just ain't feelin' the muses.

only safe ones are kingdomdressing (i'm never leaving you guys. NEVER! you're STUCK with me. >3) and enlevement because I only have Roxas and it's a cute small place and my Axel there is fan-fucking-tastic, trufax.

still need to think of other things, but i'm too tired right now.

AUGH I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE WEDDING SHOWERRRRRRR.

kill me now. plz.

:l

but seeing as i HAVE to go... I won't be online tomorrow you gaiz. >:

MOLLY. I KEEP MISSING YOU. D:

SO SO SO. HIIIIII. >>>>>:

you should've been around for the rave/dance partay it would've been swell to see Seifer and Olette dance. maybe. or be awkward.

dsjfhksj

this post is too long.

OKAY. BED TIME FOR ME NOW. SEEYA SUNDAY. maybe. orrrrz.

me: and he made me laugh so hard i pee'd a little.
sam: sign of true love, that.

l-lol. Last night in the kh dressing room chat... it was hilarious. And it was honest goodly fun, not like... the superficial crap fun from the pw dressing room. AND I HAVE PROOF IN MY PUDDING!

...

That is the saying, right? The proof is in the pudding? Do I know what I'm talking about? D: No.

anyway... I have to share our awesome. Just because.

( LOL MPREG )

( ROXAS? PREGNANT? )

( testicles )

( STOP! GOOFY TIME )

( Of camel sex and peeing. )

lD;

I hate viagra commercials.

gotta_catchem gotta_catchem gotta_catchem gotta_catchem gotta_catchem gotta_catchem gotta_catchem gotta_catchem

THIS ONE WON'T DIE. I PROMISE. GO GO GO!

If you see that I have cut you, it's because you didn't reply to my friends cut announcement. Or I cut you for personal reasons.

If you want to know what's up, IM me. Or comment here.

FRIEND'S CUT

Yeah, gonna make this journal friends only now. lol.

SO. COMMENT IF YOU WANT TO STAY. I'll be making a personal cut later.

Right so. I leave, no one cares. Someone else plans on leaving? BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW

Wanna know what I have to say to that?

FUCK YOU TOO.

All of you.

Except for maybe three-four of you guys on my FList. Everyone else?

Bite me.

That was one HELL of a slap to the face. Nice to know no one cares a shit about me AT ALL.

Right. I feel better now that I left 'em.

NOW. TO WRITE HYDE'S APPLICATION.

RP to do list;

[] Kyle Hyde application
[] reply to hawt Gavincest
[] reply to karaoke thing
[] post to KH dressingroom with... someone. 8D; probably an Axel. I LOVE PLAYING AS AXEL. Dx
[] post/reply in the tales of dressingroom with GUUUUUUY BECAUSE I LOVE PLAYING AS GUY TOO.
[] maybe app at entranceway? O:
[] write HOBO NICK APPLICASHUN. (or at least work on it)
[] fine moar places to app at
[] reply to the HET SEX. LOLOLOL. HET. >>;

...

lol. That's a lot.

...

*TRIES NOT TO GET DISTRACTED WITH DS GAMES SHE JUST RENTED*

yeeeeeah. back from the hospital. ... o_o and according to chat no one really cares. maybe I should choose better people to talk to next time I'm lookin' for some comfort or some such thing. God forbid I move the discussion away from such and such.

Yeah. Getting annoyed and tired from pw dressing chat in general. hate iiiit. so I probably won't be goin' back, might just back off from the rp in general.

aaaaaanyway.

I should probably work out the specifics for my little Axel's AU backstory. as soon as these meds kick in.

here's a 'small' list of things wrong with me.

-ear infection (I didn't think adults still got that. D: )
-throat infection
-some fluids in my lungs
-something or other with my spine
-stomach thing I don't remember that ISN'T an ulcer like we all thought
-and uh... found out I can never have a kid. which hurt me more than I thought it would. so uh... I won't get into that?
-and something with my right kneecap.

Isn't that lovely?

lol. so tired.

gonna be gone for the weekend. maybe the following week. idk.

sorry i couldn't get my adventure up. do that when i'm better.

jdfhjsd

don't wanna go to the hospitaaaaaaaal.

i should post some hiatuseseseesessssssssssss.

Tock. Tock. Tock. Tock.

The mechanics of Twilight Town's clock tower drowned out his footsteps. The sun was setting and all was quiet. How long has it been now? A month? This was the very last time he spoke with him. Shared an ice cream and watched the sunset together. But it was all memories now. And ones memory was a fragile thing. He knew that as well as the next person did, but even more so. He's seen the most devout person he's ever met forget the face and name of someone he held dear.

Memories didn't last forever.

Neither did friendships.

Grunting a little he sat at the edge of the tower, long legs dangling over the side. Two sea salt ice creams were in his hands. He looked over to the empty spot to his left, his lips tugged downwards. A frown. Reaching over he set the ice cream on the empty spot before turning his attention back to the sunset.

It was beautiful... but it was empty.

Everything was empty since that day.

Then he opened his mouth. Words came spilling forth, talking as if he were back in time, his younger friend listening intently beside him. They'd laugh and gossip.

'Did you see what Xigbar did to Demyx's hair?'

'Luxord accidentally broke one of Xaldin's spears, poor sod.'

'I fell asleep during one of Xemnas' speeches today, did you?'

He would start on the rumors going on about the Organization. Talking about Demyx's new song, Xigbar's fascination on popping out of nowhere and scaring the heck out of whoever walked by. He'd talk about his missions, annoyances.

But it wasn't the same.

He felt his throat close up, eyes starting to sting. He felt like a fish without water, and his lips cracked. He felt his hands tremble, he was gripping the ice cream stick so hard it was about to splinter. The ice cream itself was melting, dripping onto his lap. But he didn't care. It didn't matter. Nothing mattered.

Viridian gaze went to the lone seat next to him, all the was left was the stick and a puddle of melted memories.

Shoulders slumped he bowed his head, tears streaming. Just like the first time. Just like when he left.

'I miss you, Roxas.'

Right. so.

I was popping into photobucket to yoink my batch of screencaps for my next Zelda installment when I saaaaaw... THIS AD;



Which, naturally, made me think of THIS;



lololol. what what?

...

This amused me far more than it should have.

AAAAANYWAY. Real update and shiz in an hour or two, guys. IT'S SCREENCAP ADVENTURE TIEMZ.

Right so... quick update about my day; I fucking slept in until 4. That's an entire day, palsies. Which isn't good. I need to go to bed at a reasonable time tonight so I can job hunt properly tomorrow. I'll put in a CV at Metro, IGA the bank, the sushi shop and the video store. And while I'm at the sushi place I'll use my coupon to get six free sushi... thingies. Yum. P:

Anyway. Today marks a joyous start to my very first screencap adventure. Take my hand, baby. =3= You're in for an AWESOME and EPIC ride.

Also note this is image heavy, and will be even more so on my second session.

LET'S GET DANGEROUS.

( dun dun dun )

I'll try to update this as much as I can. ♥

SO STAY TUNED.

Next chapter; Link sets off to find the Elder. This is where the adventure REALLY begins.

Got tagged by Jessus.


Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!


[one] Despite the fact, in chat, I am a perky and happy person... I'm actually not IRL. Well, only to friends I am. To everyone else I'm moody and dangerous. I will have no qualms to punch you in the face or bitch you out if you get on my bad side. I hate a lot of people and I don't usually give my love up very easily.

[two] When people speak I tend to be very picky on the way they use words and how they pronounce them. Countless times I have to correct people. This makes me hated, but I don't care. If you're going to speak the language in my presence, please have the decency to do it correctly.

[three] I can read two heavyset novels in a day, minimum. I'm a fast reader. I don't like to brag because people think I just skim, but I don't. My eyes move quick and I can register all that is being written.

[four] I'm dyslexic. Which is probably why I typo the way I do. I don't usually tell people because it's NOT an excuse. I just type really fast and when I want to say something I don't think twice about the spelling until I sit back and register it into my mind when I see it displayed in chat.

[five] My phobia of spiders is unlike most cases. The smallest spider can make me burst into tears and shake uncontrollably.

[six] Despite people telling me I'm a good role player, I never believe it for a second. Ever. I have paranoia and writing issues. I think everything I write down is utter crap and everyone talks about how much I suck behind my back. I back up these theories with the fact I haven't seriously logged with someone in over a year.

[seven] I don't like being the fat comic-relief girl everyone comes to for a laugh. I want to be loved, to be lusted for. ... Well I have been, but he smelled. I want someone attractive and who bathes to love me. Fat girls need love too, thanks very much.

[eight] I have an impressive collection of stuffed animals. I name them all with very silly names that people think I made up on the spot. I don't. I think of extensive backgrounds for each and then proceed to give them appropriate names.

[nine] I'm afraid of the dark. Like... deathly afraid. If I can't have a small light in my room it feels as if the darkness will suffocate me.

[ten] I would seriously love to live in a nudist colony. I hate clothes.


I TAG... ... uh. whoever wants to do this?

EnvelopingApathy (6:09:18 AM) has entered the room.
zuzu hotman (6:09:19 AM): Penii are icky.
zuzu hotman (6:09:21 AM): ...
zuzu hotman (6:09:24 AM): HI APPA.
Hobo Nick Wright (6:09:24 AM): *Snorts*
EnvelopingApathy (6:09:27 AM) has left the room.

I win. :D

COME ON AVATAR FANS. LOOK AT THE COOL NEW COMM I MADE.

atladressing

GO GO GO. JOIN. POST. HAVE FUUUUUN.

My journal is lacking in Sokka icons.

...

HMMMMM.

Hobo Nick Wright (4:14:05 AM): *Disappears*
PoisonInkbottle (4:14:08 AM): Night <3
zuzu hotman (4:14:16 AM): oooh he's like a ninja that one.
MattDeMasque (4:14:17 AM): She has typaids and crackerria. >=
MattDeMasque (4:14:19 AM): Night.
atlawkthx (4:14:21 AM): GOOD NIGHT JESSSSSSSSSS
zuzu hotman (4:14:34 AM): I shall have his children and they will be pinja babies.
MattDeMasque (4:14:34 AM): She may also be over-stimulated!
MattDeMasque (4:14:44 AM): ... PINJA?
zuzu hotman (4:14:49 AM): pirate ninja
zuzu hotman (4:14:52 AM): piiiinja
MattDeMasque (4:14:52 AM): ...
MattDeMasque (4:14:58 AM): *facepalm*
MattDeMasque (4:15:07 AM): You're sicker than I initially thought.
zuzu hotman (4:15:12 AM): better than a nirate.
zuzu hotman (4:15:19 AM): that just sounds silly.
zuzu hotman (4:15:20 AM): ANYWAY
zuzu hotman (4:15:27 AM): WHERE IS MY COCKY
MattDeMasque (4:15:28 AM): >= AND PINJA DOESN'T--
zuzu hotman (4:15:29 AM): WOAH
zuzu hotman (4:15:31 AM): WOCKY
MattDeMasque (4:15:31 AM): ...
PoisonInkbottle (4:15:32 AM): Oh, so, like
zuzu hotman (4:15:33 AM): WOAAAAH
zuzu hotman (4:15:46 AM): Epic fail, fingers.
MattDeMasque (4:15:47 AM): BRB DX
zuzu hotman (4:15:49 AM): Epic.